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Politics for Poets

It was interesting to go to Wikipedia and see what they had to say about QAnon. They are so fake. As if they don't know that they are in the sights of all the people who wish that they could edit there, if weren't all just scrubbed later on. I hear that there are Automatic revision posters, a bot-net thing, that will revert the stuff back to cartel yumminess, fit for the guzzle making sure that unallowed messaging is not allowed. Oh the fakeness of the collective writing of History. History needs many narratives. But the thing is that the truth ought not be decided by an internet filter placed between people and other people's posts by a bunch of questionable . . . robot governance? or is it clone governance? or sex cult governance?

That was a joke of mine a while back: 'the pill pot scrum' that the journalists at the Paisley House would be compensated for writing nice things about the Presiduck, from the pill pot and then be set loose into the scrum in the waller at the press club, a secret submissives club; and the head submissive would be . . . I saw a face. He never seemed to smile but I loved him even though he was obviously a cuck and working for bad people and having him do bad by telling lies. So my 'crush' on a young man of promise let me watch this bright light be turned into a gollum-like creature, with that look of wanting to trust the 'good people' who he 'works with' but finding out later that, basically, they were using him the whole time, and he was never really in the gang, nor were they ever really working with his people to do the good that he was told would be from all of the necessary deception of a serious situation, in politics, etc, when a subterfuge is necessary to keep people safe you have to have a convincing and realistic rouse that doesn't disrespect whole cities of people 'out there ' in the wild world of foriegn 'street', like in Egypt, or other friendly places, if you are, but some would paint (in a narrative, a false narrative for the purposes of 'talking point', a lot of bunk and a disgrace that a guy in that office would willfully do that and not expect that the rest of the world of fiction writers, such as this commentator furious in his typing to get the message out and fix the mistakes of last night when I didnt edit before I posted, and thus. . . .ya there are real people who need to come into the awareness of their rediculous desent into hell, sniffing up the butts of those who were craven in their cravings and false about most things, to push their poison narrative and make the world submit and just get stung, like from a mosquito, that is genetically reengineered for the purposes of . . . whose purposes? People who put up monuments about the 'correct' number of humans for Earth that is only 10% of who is here now so how are they supposed to achieve this goal of seemingly near-extinction event? For the purpose of their theory about perfect worlds? For the purposes of ? ? ?

All of those writings of that time in 2013, and before I wrote time just before Michael Hastings left the stage (or the mortal coil)(did he die? did he live? only he knows? only the guy with the hose? the body? the autopsy? The death certificate? teh scene of the accident? Ah, it just got curiouser and curiousior and I had to go to LA and see the place just because (well I didn't go to LA just to see that.). The mystery of him, and some random poster using the present tense in the Q channel when referencing him, makes me think that maybe some day, on Church Street, far in the future, when the moon is hign above the Green Mountains and the Lake (which lake?) shimmer off in the moonlight, and the June bugs have all already died, I'll see him again there, in his overly done city-suit totally out of place, outside the booksigning. If there are any more bookstores left. And I'll be cluching my camera again and this time I'll actually take his picture when he head nods in my direction like he expects that I know who he is, which I did not. This was I believe June 24, 2010, at the height of what he was doing with . . . some General, who was important then, working for . . . ? ? ? in a foriegn place as if America was there but we all kind of know, by now, April 5, 2018, that we were 'over there' not for the interests of Americans, for the interest of . . . what I have called 'the cartel cabal' or other such obviously semifictional concoction of thought that everyone is supposed to see says 'really, really, this? this alternative conjecture, again? For what purpose? You know this is a fiction, right'? So but ya, maybe we did think we knew that then, back in 2010, or 2013. And I didn't even know who Hastings was in 2010 when he head bobbed upon seeing my professional camera lens, and I wish I'd taken his photo then,but I was like 'privacy is important and I'm not a spy so, no, don't take some random guys picture when he knows you are unless he says to do it. But he was indicating that I shoud, so I should have, but I do have pictures of fiberglass painted cattle, that were lning the street that night. And also I took some photos of the cemetary part of the Baptist Church were Howard Stern was the Minister (not 'the' Howard Stern of Manhattan, but the Howard Stern of Church Street, that city, that state, and everyone who knows knows and no one is confused.)

What is right in LA?

I was going to ask what is wrong, but I know that there is good there too

I really love LA but the pepole can be creepy and mean. And the fact is that it's a hard town to not know anyone, due to a certain preditory canyon digging mythology? maybe it's a mythology or is it real? In any case the town will eat you up if you aren't careful, and that isn't allways just a methaphor. So be careful.

So it was interesting to go to Wikipedia and look at what they had to say about QAnon. They said it was a 'Pro Trump' conspiracy. Totally avoided the alternatives, that is it an MI (MI? Mostly Insiders?) Mexican Incredibles? Montana Inhalers? . Or that it actually represents a comm channel, whihc I have said before that it is. And there is actually a lot of interesting stuff to learn there but . . . mostly there are counter operations of very creepy operators who spam-post with a robo bot a lot of very hard and degnerate crap imagery, and active attempts at triggering the people who dare to lurk more. If you haven't slept well it can be haunting. So they show you the crap art images of vixens with horns and bad makeup and it's posed behind The Savior at The Last Supper, like it was painted by Leonardo, himself. And it's spooky when you see it at 4AM because you woke up after falling asleep without thinking about it, and rested enough to lurk more. So you do and you see it and it's haunting morbid and evil and effective, for that moment of being tired.

It took me a while, some reflection and some meditation and then I thought abot it that if that creature were in the room with Christ, that creature would be made of clay and ceramic; straw; marble, paint. It would just crumble, the ceiling frescoes of the painted over place. Only so much white washing of what is bloody red can ever work. When there is too much red in it, then no amount of bleach or wash, 4.AM, or other hour, can solve it, save it, do it, cover it over, papper it up. You can try to undig all the tunnels that you dug, in your neffarious laborynth of recreation of the horrors of the bull chasing you down, dressed as if it's a demon, and it will kill you because bulls can be dangerous when they get intentionally frightened.

So it's a no fear think. It's a fake. It's fake and it's also with very little real power. It's really a pathetic clown, a vacant puppet with an AI voice, it might be harmful, but if it starts to rampage, it will be dealt with. How long will it take? Seal the area? Dig, dig more. Maybe, for real, by now, they will dig, and discover, the archiolgoy of a crime? A series of crimes? We hope it's just a moive because misinformation is sometimes necessary because it has been a national emergency and now, and now . . . wait for it . . wait for it . . . did you hear it in the mainstream media? Where the stream is full of the septic foam of cause: it's analagous to when feces infect a river because of a sewage treatment facility misfunctioning and having an unexpected outflow.

The 'wait for it' news: the President has called out the National Guard to protect our border. As well a 'caravan' of Hondurans, alledged to be belieagered by the lack of law and order in their home villiages, seemed to be appealing to someone, somewhere, to please help Hondurous and the pepole there who are plauged by crime by bad elements. But guess what Hondurans: it is not much different in Laredo, just over the border from Chiapas (Is that right? I need to review on a map) so why go there? And if you stick with the plan, and understand that there is basically a world war going on (if you understand the QAnon) then . . . wait like the reste of us who have toiled in bondage to the evils of the indifference of the Cartel governance some of which seems to e vestiges of ancient cabalists of canibalists who terrorize the world by mocking every single belief system, and making all pepole hate all other pepole and what foils them and makes them stand down is living by The Golden Rule, and accepting that it's division that is what they hope for.

I found none of that on the Wikipedia page about QAnon. And I know that if I wrote something real, my sense that is' legitimate and that many peple have fled there to find the news, due to the fraudulent spetic breech of urge and agneda farmed fake news from the sewered sources in the 'main stream'. We gave up on them. Adn now the peple have no where to post because two or three companies were marched to the front and allowed to set up monopolies on content indexing, caching, and tracking, and have commodtized pepole's information for sale to those looking for people of a particular blood type who they can track down and bleed out and harvast . . . (that is a concept from old viction, and it does show up on some of the channels.

The story is that as Saint Jude approached Babylon the pagen statues in the temples crumbled and desintigrated. Good story. that helps when I see the crap art with the diabolical imagery. I imagine them crumbled and cast down. I imagine as if they fade from History and are nver remembered.

I picture the icon toppled over, I imagine it broken into pieces or falling into a pit of flame as it topples over (a Cecil D'mille image?)

We give these pepole power over us if we have fear of the symbols and curse-laden images. While it is best not to dwell on it, it is also best to remember that it ain't anything except for them being desparate and pathetic. If therre were real anceint immortals, they'd probably hate these people who use their imagery and support those who want to see it toppled. Why be worshiped when you are totally full of shit? It's not their problem is creepy control freak spooky people who want to rule everyone else use the usurpation of the ancient temple cultures as yet another way to scare a frighten public, frighten and beaten down by the molestor governance of an out of control cabal of freaks on a rampage of constant mean.

Or is it something else? As the wikipedia says? It's juat a 'pro Trump' thing. They don't even use his first and middle name. They don't say anything about the conquest of Good over Evil at the Wikipedia as being a possible explantion for the QAnon story. So how can any of us take them seriously. They seriously need to lurk more and post less.

Great good from the collective effort, often used for the tainted message

the tainted message of ? ? ?

Ya, the Wikipedia has long been known to be a tool for various versions of fraud, from 'climate science' to their article on 'propaganda' It's a group think of insiders who fancy that they are the kings of the realm. But their fruad is easy to see. Still, a lot thta is there is useful despite the obvious shilling for causes and the obvious censorship of certain points of view.





Roseanne Barr is a commedianne who made it big after being very big on stage.

Someone posted that Roseanne Barr had tweeted that she seen the HRC video. But sopmeone else said it was a parody account. It was. Oh no! First Fake Q! Now Fake Roseanne!

Part of being a commedian is being an expert in redpill methodologies but also in how to make people feel good, so not to freak them out



Spare us the video! Just let it be seen by prosecutors and jurers if it gets to that

I don't want to ever see the video. I knew long ago that Hillary needs to bow out of the scene. No video is going to make me any more sure that she has . . . been the person who she is with no seeming sense of repentence or remorse for all of her creepiness and enabling behaviors. If she's done what people alledge, then what sense is there to see a creepy video? She was always a puppet, some say. So why be cruel to her and the world to make us all victims by seeing . . . some video

I don't want to ever see the video.

 

I was Up all Night

I told you
I told you
I told you
I was up all night
I was up all night
felt like the fight
would be my plight
I was up all night
I told you
I told you
I told you
I was up all night

I was up all night
to make things right
to avoid a fight
I was up all night

I told you (didn't)
told you (didn't)
told you (didn't)
I was up all night

I was up all night
not to make a fight
but to make it right
and to make the light

Told you
I told you
I told you
I was up all night
 


  Go
Donnie
  go!

      TRUMP is a
    mega awesome
     president
 And a great guy!
  
 
  Boom 
      Boom
        Boom
  
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Oh the wish of dreaming songs
that all can sing along
even those out of tune
howling as they swoon.

Oh this hard fact
of buzz kill
stories
the week before.
Take note of that sarrow
nothing more.

You didn't cause it
so why feel so blue?
And is there anything really
that you could do?

Just to post these lamoid
draft poems, so chilly
on my unread front page
posted by billy
whose always been inclined
to run on in his mind
and produce content that is silly.

Ah, silly billy,
willy nilly
oh so silly.


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 A hard hearted Rosta.
 A full plate of pasta.
 Everybody knows
 you can never make a 
 girl like that
 happy.
 
 On a brighter day
 everybody goes
 to the high pier
 at the fifty mile beach
And I know
She doesn't look you in the eye
and when she she says bye-bye
she means
by
and by
and buy
uhn't ah
ya huh huh
till all the moneys gone and I knjow

You can't ever make a girl like her
happy
so why should you even try
because if she has you in your sights
she might just be wishing that you'd . . . 
die.

nuht uh
uh ha
nuht uh
uh ha

in the bigger world
everyone says
if you want two 
then why not just take two?
But if she's watching everything you do?
all the hopes that you pursue
and causeing harms that might acrue
if you dwell
in that hell

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha 
uh ha ha ha ha haa

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha
uh ha ha ha ha haa

Everybody says
you can't
ever make a girl like her
happy
It's a brighter day
and you're driving a way
she had nothing left to say

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha
uh ha ha ha ha ha haaa

If you want to
then you don't you just do?

If you want two
why don't you just take two?

 This the part
 where she's breaking your heart.
 
 How can you stop
 when you don't ever start?

 
 I know
 the things you keep in side
 you've been shutting up your mind
 the one's you left behind.
 I heard
 the songs you sing when you are blue
 you make the words sappy gew
 like you don't know what to do.
 
 
 
 If you'd just
 write your songs
 to be for everyone.
 Stop 
 making villains
 of who you don't know.
 You see it all in the dark
 and you write and tune
 and then on a lark
 you put some crappy words
 that actually are absurd
 if you think of what you say
 when you're lonely to convey
 that I don't really know
 what you are rattling on.
 Can't you think
 of better words
 for your rage-head
 anthum song?
 
 
 
 
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nothing
nothing
you don't know anything
I can't take you anywhere
you don't kjnow nothing
and I
don't know
why
with that look
in your eye
that you're starting 
to cry
your just a little
baby guy.

Nothing
nothing
don't you know anything?
I cna't take you anywhere
you don't know nothing.
And I don't know why
with that look in her eye
that I was starting to cry
but the video didn't lie.

I ain't never gonna be
anything more
than what I'll already become
and if you thinking what you hope for
what you left behind
no make up your mind
what did you really find?
Cause I don't know that it's dumb.

If you're thinking about it
and you're talking about it
you had the whole day long
to do something about it.
And I don't know why
you've been screaming and shouting
and I don't even know what you mean.

If you don't love me
then I could walk down along the sea
in the blizzard
with the wind and the flooding flow.
I'll walk off along the shore
you won't see me back here anymore
Getting on my boots and I'm going to go.

If you're thinking about it
and you're talking about it
you had the whole day long
to do something about it
and I don't know why
you've been screaming and shouting
and I don't even know what you mean.

If you don't love me
I could walk down along the sea
and you'd would see
that you don't really want me 
to go.
But you opened up that door
you said "Don't come around here no more!
Now off with you
into
the blizzards and hightide flow"

If you're thinking about it 
and you're talking about it
had the whole day long 
to do something about it
and I don't know why
you are screaming and shouting
and now you say I must go?

Ah
ha ha haaa
ha haa ha haa ha
haa 
ha ha ha
ha
ha ha ha ha
due do do doom doom doom
da de dippity doom
and the dunes
are flooded with
snow.

ah ha ha Haa
ha ha
ha ha
ha ha ha ha
have you told your lover to go?
And did he take you at your word
as rediculous and as absurd
and wonder off
into the blizzards of snow?



You look to me
like you've been trying too hard
like life's been dealing you a crooked card
Or you've been freaking out
locked out of your car
and then you wondered down the midnight highway really far.

And I don't know
which way
the wind will blow
I thought we'd worked out
yesterdasy
you look at me and have nothing to say.

You look to me like you've been running to fast
like life has bowled you over
and kncoked you on your ass
or you've gotten bloated and are all full of gas . . .
or worrying about a fantasy past.

I don't know
which way the wind will blow
I thought we'd worked it out yesterday.
You look at me and you've got nothing to say . . .

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Here is today's pretty poem:


  

now there is Fake Roseanne?
Roseane Barr is not Roseanne Barr
Roseanne Barr enjoys being a girl.



    
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โ™ฅโ™ฅ? :

Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?

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What we have done
What we have failed to do.

Wake up!

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It's Springtime but chilly

We got a lot of rain the last two months, and that's fine because it wasn't snow!


April 22, 2024
12:17 PM EST

Winter seems to have passed

A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?

Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.


March 10, 2024
10:35 PM EST

Winter 2024



I would go back to work if I had an offer.

No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..



Avoiding discord

The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.

All the rain could have been snow!
2024!

Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord

for his unfailing love!




  Teach me to be an instrument of your Peace!
  -St Thomas Aquinis





Success after long perseverence
gives you a new life!

  

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Political and Media Inanity
by Truck-u-later

Truck-u-later

in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.

I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.

I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.

And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?

The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?

video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.

So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.

But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.

And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.

Aug 29, 2022


Tell us
how
you really feel







่ ฑ work on what has been spoiled

sometimes you just need to remove kruft.

Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.


but that is no one, that has
not hapened to anyone
you made it up.

thankfully true.

We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.

And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.


but at least in that
story they leave you 
alone after all of that


They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.

It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.




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I speak
but there is no one there.
I know that there is no one there.
I'm not really talking to myself
but I know that I'm not talking to anybody else.


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August Tomatoes

In the back yard!

It's August. People are harvasting their tomatoes. Other people don't have any tomatoes. The chipmunks will eat every single one while it's still very tiny. You need a fortified and fenced in garden.

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Aug 29, 2022

Greetings from tree shaded yard!

 Praise
     The
    Lord
for insight
   given!

Praise the Lord for insight given!



Fix your self and the world gets fixed around you


as an example . . . I have tried to do some introspective things as I come into awareness of my own flaws, and recognize the way I act and correct my self and make a better narrative for myself and for others.




you raise me up
from far away
when a memory
of you
lifts me!



Somethings never change
nothing need stay the same
ah, but on a website
the constant change
 is kind-of the point . . . 

change without continuity and tradition is often very hard to manage for those thrust into it. And thus the frame of things gives a place for the change to happen. If you violate that idea then you are coming up with something completely different and maybe no one will want to see your new idea, or use your great, new venue, because it's too far out, and very far away from what they currently care about. It's a nether or a meta and it's merely for a lark? Or does it become the next big thing? As fun as graphics are (CGI) and animation, and making a world to fly around in (like minetest, which is easy when you learn how) ultimately such a meta is a hollow place. It's a distraction during the season of gaming. It allows one to brush up on geometry and math, and architectural design, it gives people training in computer languages, it allows someone to make some graphical ideas, and pass a few hours of time every few days or so . . .

To live within such a realm really isn't possible.

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Poem Shards

just who reads, who writes these poems?
off a mountain road the poet roams
but only in a poem.

Realizing that the empty 
is empty
and not needing anything there.

just who shows up and for what?
I'm lonely or am alone or what does it matter?
driving off towards the nothing
walking along the nowhere path
up high
sure, it's a pretty view
but seen it, done it, jaded, back to the air port
he flew
his fantasy of happy vacation was through.


The deep snow.

The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? ๐Ÿšฆ ๐Ÿšง ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšฉ ๐Ÿšช ๐Ÿšซ ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ ๐Ÿšฎ ๐Ÿšฏ ๐Ÿšฐ ๐Ÿšฑ ๐Ÿšฒ ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ› Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ Woof and woe๐ŸŒ ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›

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Fedora 40

After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.

I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .


April 22, 2024
12:02 PM

Fedora Core 38 beta

Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .

my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.

My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.

So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.


April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST


here is from a year ago:

Fedora Core 36 beta

It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.

I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.

There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo

1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022 

At the precipice of coding.

a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.


OK, so I've done an update to FC34.

the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.

and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).

I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:

dnf reinstall gnome

then I did a

dnf list installed |grep fc33

which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.

from that I got the following:

first odd issue:

sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.

dnf install sudo                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall gnome-*                                                                                                                                                                       dnf reinstall kde*                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall NetworkManager*                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-screensaver                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch                                                                                                                       dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                          dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                        dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64                             

there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)

sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33
biber.noarch                                         2.14-4.fc33                            @fedora               
gamin.x86_64                                         0.1.10-37.fc33                         @fedora               
libgta.x86_64                                        1.0.9-5.fc33                           @fedora 

if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.

now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.

and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.

the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.

I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.

It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.

and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .

but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.

anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.


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